Selasa, 21 Februari 2012

So i'm nuts, then what?

It's actually an old dream, 6 years ago i had it all in my head and took it out and made a concept out of it, but well, out from my head, put in on a file and keep it safe in the safe, why do i do that, it's because someone said i am nuts.

Lotta s*#t happens in the past six years, life as it is, with its ups and downs, but i gotta admit i ain't able to be part of linear mainstream people no more, don't get me wrong, it ain't put me on the higher ground, well, the location is indeed on the higher ground, what i mean is, i ain't put myself higher than any joe and jack, i am joe and jack, john perhaps, f*#k whattahell am i talkin' about...

Someone said i'm nuts, tried to be what most people i know expected me to be,
"can't you be normal?", as someone really close to me said.

NORMAL? What do they mean by NORMAL?
Being normal is just a point of view, generalization, assumption, prejudice, for me is the mother of all f*#k ups.

I tried and failed to be "normal", so in order to keep my own sanity in check,
i'll say, "So I'm nuts, then what?

I let you decide whether i am nuts, abnormal, normal, not that i give a s*#t, but one head, one point of view, can't please them all.

So enjoy the journey, you got a front seat, and free your mind.